Bill

Bill

My life is twirling like a dervish
my mind in so much turmoil
my heart is stuck in rewind
and my anger's at a boil.

You wanted me to love you
and I did the best I could
but I didn't want to love you
even though you were so good.

You chased me and you chased me
till I got so gawd damn scared
that I'd fall for you in seconds
although I prayed I would be spared.

From hurting you too deeply
and tearing your heart in two
or maybe causing other strifes
I seem to be good at that too.

I know I'm sorry means nothing
and I know it never will
so please find someone better
please find someone Bill.